Just A Dream

Today I woke up so early. In this early morning I want to write down my feel about last night dream, It makes me feel so complicated now, even though I don't want to waken up from this dream. 我还是不想醒来,我宁愿的活在这个梦里,一个梦让我很舍不得醒来.我知道只要我醒来一切都消失了.我不想离开梦里的她,为什么让我那么痛呢?一想起来,心理就是隐隐约约的痛了, 眼泪快流了.我很想她,很想见她,可不可以今天晚上再让我继续的梦到她呢,继续的完成昨晚的梦. 
You're my Only One......

Getting older

我觉得年纪老了,脾气会是不太好.越来越糟. 很容易生气, 有时就是无理的发脾气. 好像我父母亲一样了,我总觉得他们有时不会控制自己的脾气,不会的起理解一下状况,尤其是我爸爸,现在的他好像变得很啰说的,脾气也是不好. 应该是年纪的关系了吧!我妈妈脾气还可以,也是能容忍一下情况.....希望他们能然心里平静一下,话得舒服一点,不用天天的在意谁怎样的, 只想他们两位能心平气和,舒服和开心一点了.

我还是没有真正的爱一个人

现在菜市发现自己还是没有的去爱真正一个人,还是没有遇见那一位的.我的意思是真正的交往过的对象,现在的我还有一个人的背景,到现在还是没有放下她.不知道是什么原因的.应该是还没遇到对的人,还是没办法的放下她.
我是一个很简单的人,希望是能平凡相遇她!

A new Begin !?!

This Saturday I have started my CAT class at Camed, I choose the management course. It seem so hard for me to understand about this subject. Starting a new environment just hope it become better and better, I still feel nervous of being a new place without knowing a person in this class. First day of the class, I feel so lonely and bored , because of not knowing a person in that class, no one to talk with, i was keep looking around the class, it's like a strange place that i never been before =!= SIGH!!! It's different from what i though, but the lecture is so friendly, she always keep the students mood goes up, and I tried to smile , it's a fake smile, and I tried to concentrate the lesson, but it's so difficult , it's some kind relate to math!!
My Goddess! Please help me to find a person to talk in the class and can share their idea to me, also can help me with the lesson outside the class, Please give me some friendly friend to sit near me, that is what I need in the new school. I will try my best to work on the lesson , I will work hard and try my best! My Goddess, I thanks you before hand. Thanks my god!

Missing Monkey

I start to feel that I missing you one by one, MISS 是不是想你的意思? 我很MISS她而且也是慢慢的MISSING她了.我不知道我在她心理是有什么位置,每一次想这件事真的然我害怕和不敢的再去想了,然我变成懦弱了,她好像是很幸福的.反而我呢?为什么还是学 不会放手呢?我不敢放下她,我的日子是就习惯有了她了,我的日子如果没有她会不会那么寂寞,孤独,无聊没有精彩呢?我的老天爷啊!您能不能然我话得那么有趣一点吗?我不想再活得那么无聊的了,您可不可以找很好的路然我走舒服一点,有趣的,快乐的,幸福的.我是一个很平凡的人,我只想要找一个人能了解我来安慰我在我不高兴的,来疼爱我的,我想找到另一个她的.

Shiny Love

It's a a brightly and giving hope for a person who hidden love other ones. I became addicted to this melody and make me feel warmth and relax during listening to it. It makes my mind calm and dreaming about the sweet time and happy time. I want my daily life became as Shiny love melody. It all from the bottom of my heart need this kind of pure love to have, just holding hand and have a nice talk. I just want to hold her hand again and again. I miss her warmth hands.