Unfaithful heart

It's been a while i don't write any thing in this blog. My day go through with the simple action which I repeat to do in every single day, nothing new. I always ask myself, Is that what I want ? Is that how I live for a rest of my life? I don't know why I have to living like this way, Can I moved to another newly way to live? I'm really tired, I hope I can find someone who I can tell all my mind story to that person, and the one truly care for me. This what I want to meet this kind person in this year. My God please help me to find that person soon. 

On last Saturday, I have done a presentation which the topic is related myself. I'm proud that I bravely to speak it out with my emotion, and thank that my lecture acknowledge about it and make me feel that I not the one think it that way. This presentation make me feel indeed good, for receiving other people to know clearly about this. I'm just a simple person living in this complicated world, I always want to change this world without thinking the result. I just want to show people the Truly me .